Hey the Internet! I Don’t Care How Attractive I Am.
I Don’t Need A Russian Bride
And no it’s not racist. I’m sure they are lovely.
I mean I don’t speak Russian and that could be a problem, but its not even that. I mean the gulf of cultural differences. And I have Anxiety and Depression and genuine PTSD from a ridiculously small incident, I don’t know how well I could cope with any harrowing life experiences they may have had. I mean I told World Vision that I couldn’t donate anymore because the stuff they sent me was too distressing ( a guy organised for them not to send us any advertising or uplifting stories in return for my restarting my donations).
Just let’s clear this first thing completely out of the way. I don’t really want a foreign bride from any country. Language, culture, differing life experiences, overwhelming trauma, I just think this is a pretty big barrier to our marital happiness. Except maybe Japan. I have always been attracted to the stereotypical Japanese look and I am fascinated by the culture. Or maybe Korean or Irish, a redhead of course. Little Eurasian or redheaded babies, I so want babies and I have boring Anglo genetic background kids.
Actually maybe I do want a foreign bride, from anywhere except England and non-redheads from the British Isles. If I’m going to do this, you know, marrying a stranger, starting a second family, etcetera, I just crave variety, you know. OMG I am a racist, please don’t hate me.
I mean, yes, it does concern me that maybe it’s my citizenship and not my incredible attractiveness that appeals to my foreign bride. But, you know, arranged marriages sometimes work. Love may grow as we live together as a married couple.
There are so many challenges. I have a fear of change and strangers and well that could be an issue. I also worry that I may not be as devastatingly attractive in person. I mean obviously I am incredibly attractive, so many foreign brides want to marry me. But maybe, just maybe close up they might notice a flaw, obviously a flaw that no one else has ever noticed. Why? Have you noticed a flaw? What was it? You have to tell me? OMG what about all those internet ads that suggested I lose weight? Do I need my (how do I put this delicately) male member enlarged? I have had a lot of notices about that too. This one is quite possible as well, given that, you know, not having one is kinda the same as being very small.
And my bride, my poor bride, would have to make the adjustment to a whole new country. Without family, friends and familiar places, surrounded by a foreign language, unfamiliar faces and unfathomable social mores. This is why I put my foot down about an American bride, everyone knows that Americans can not learn English, its just impossible, and I refuse to “have a nice day’. I don’t mean to be difficult, its just not in my nature.
I couldn’t help her either. I have no idea what my culture is, people and their behaviour baffle me. She would be truly on her own. And then when she started to adapt, I would be back being the maladaptive loser. She might lose all respect for me. Can love still thrive if there is no respect?
No, I mean I can see the advantages. I would really like a wife. Especially if she cooked foreign food and helped with the housework, which I don’t do, but my husband Gav could probably do with the help. But I don’t think it would work. Being a happily married woman I don’t see why marrying me is such an attractive proposition for so many foreign brides. Sorry ladies, I can’t help being so very attractive, but I’m just not on the market.
Maybe my youngest might be interested. Should I send you her email and website address?
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