Scary Day Ahead!

Any of you that have had much to do with autism and therapy blah blah, will know we were not allowed to languish at home for long after the KSP implosion. I mean I learnt my lesson. Lisa (I) am not good with people. It takes all my energy, it is scary and so anxiety … Continue reading Scary Day Ahead!

Unusual Perspective

I thought I might let you know some of my background. For those of you who are interested in that kind of thing. It's kind of a bit sad so I have interlaced some pictures to cheer you up. My mother's family seem like a sane bunch, except for a few issues of left/right  dominance, … Continue reading Unusual Perspective

Evil Money Grubbing Loon Turns Professional Beggar.

Help I need Mon Mon. Remember I wrote some books to help my youngest and foolish people encouraged me, and I insanely decided to try and publish them.  If you need a reminder read Things I am Trying to do.     So needing a new old car and trying to save the front garden has … Continue reading Evil Money Grubbing Loon Turns Professional Beggar.

Crisis Over, Back to Normal!

I have a bad headache, heartburn and I feel tired.  That's right I am back to normal. Intellectually I was over the incident I am torn constantly. yet I barely ate and slept 2 to 4 hours a night for 10 days.  I was crying every time I tried to write, critique and just randomly.  Yet again … Continue reading Crisis Over, Back to Normal!

No Post This Morning!

This morning I was going to regale you with tales of my derring do.  Entertain you with my quick wit and glorious imagination. But I can't! And who is to blame? This n'er do well! And the mental vacuum that inhabits this human suit! Bah, humbug, kill them!  I hear you say! And you are … Continue reading No Post This Morning!

My Little Genius

Tabitha is in year 11 and thanks to the years of delays in obtaining therapy her coping strategies are completely inadequate to the new level of tension.   The cracks started to show at the end of last year; studying the Holocaust upset her so much it effected all her subjects.  I wanted her to … Continue reading My Little Genius

What’s Happening? Warning depressing content.

I have 45 years of depression and anxiety cycles behind me.  I know how they work.  I know so well that the knowledge has for years blunted the deeper end of depression. I go down, triggered by a mixture of sensory hazards; summer heat & brightness for example, memory; an event that has caused problems … Continue reading What’s Happening? Warning depressing content.

My Life – A Job Application

I was asked to write a biography to go with an application for a volunteer position.  I thought it might interest people crazy enough to read my other rubbish. I love you, my crazy followers! Lisa Holt I was born in a tiny town in Gippsland Victoria, because my parents lived in an even smaller … Continue reading My Life – A Job Application

I Have Discovered Another Imaginary Talent

You may remember; or you may check back, at one stage I believed I could write a book; How I Started To Write.  Then I thought I could write a Science Fiction novel;  A Novel.  Now I think I can paint. Oh I've been doing this all the time lately; there are all kinds of … Continue reading I Have Discovered Another Imaginary Talent

I Told You I Was Fine

Ha Ha Ha, everybody else was wrong!  Meaning, of course, I was right, how could you doubt it!  The Mastitis is all gone.  My ruthless, relentless draining of the infection worked. I have learned over many years of infections, sinusitis & abscesses.  Cutting or in the case of teeth pliering out the problem & then … Continue reading I Told You I Was Fine