Tag: self-doubt
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Not A Good Day!
I’ll start with the worst news, starting at the important bit my aunt is alive; my aunt was on holiday in Germany and was hit by a truck. My aunt is the most beautiful woman I have ever met inside and out. She has beautiful long dark hair & dark eyes and is tall and…
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Sorry and Hurrah!
I’m sorry if I normally read your posts, I am delayed not uninterested. My two youngest where in their school’s play. A two hour extravaganza after 6 months rehearsal. 2 nights and I did refreshments for the P&F A (with lots of help). It was fantastic! But back to sorry, I tried to catch…
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Frustration Eating Me Alive! Part 2
Part 1 here But lately as my two youngest reach the age that it all fell apart for the older two I am starting to feel a frustration at these events. I am afraid it is my internal conviction that my girls are talented but will never get anywhere. It is very disheartening to see…
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Frustration Eating Me Alive! Part 1
A child on the school stage plays a wrong note. Ha, triumph; this will teach you to steal my child’s limelight. A second bad note, oh my God, that poor child! How can I be such a monster? She’s my child’s friend! But I feel that my kids need to be seen. They need their…
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Dyslexic Daughter upDate
In my normal style of dealing with anything I have acquired books about my daughter’s 2 new conditions. I can’t read them yet. When I find a subject stressful I find when I try to read about it the words swim & hurt my head (more than usual). I often read by mentally spiraling the…
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The ASD of My Poetry
A serious poem inspired by one of the most inspirational wordsmiths ever: emotionsoflife2016 The ASD of my Poetry I need to keep things happy, I need things to be calm. Don’t look below the surface And I won’t come to harm. For just below my surface Is a maelstrom that I fear; A cacophony…
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My Website is Trying To Kill Me
The first in my new series Deranged Ramblings and no, smart alec, that is not a better title for my entire blog well it might be but … Shut up! Okay I seem to be the tiniest bit OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), well apparently it is a common co-morbidity with autism. And I generally think…
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Good…Bad… Well News Anyway
I have just returned from the psychologist with my youngest’s diagnosis. Now she was diagnosed 6 years ago with Autism but they are now pretty sure she also has dyslexia and attention deficit disorder. Good news? Well we know now and there are things that can be done about it. She’s even smarter than…
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Things I Need My Readers To Know About Me.
Okay it’s admission time! I am an idiot and don’t really understand how any of this stuff works. An example follows: I have been following a fantastic site David Snape & Friends. This was definitely not the mistake. Here’s the stupid bit (I am so sorry David) I have been liking his radio programs/interviews because…