Tag: fear
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You’a Culpa
So little time, so much to do. Well, there isn’t too much, too much to do but… Well, my napping is out of control. I haven’t felt well for a while; I’m waiting for an appointment with a lung specialist to find out what that problem is about before I can get my hysterectomy. Maybe…
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In Defence of…
Me, no my children, no me, no well… I’m not sure. All I know is Tasha is going to kill me. And its all my own fault. Okay back to the beginning. I may have written a blog post, that taken out of context, you know, if someone was picky, might be just a teeny…
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I Can’t Log in to My WordPress Account
Well obviously I can. I just have. But… Unfortunately I have a problem. I have previously pointed it out. Small things derail me. So I open Microsoft Edge, something asks me if I want to log into my google account. I being a sensible normal person, immediately turn off my computer and have a nap.…
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Scary Day Ahead!
Any of you that have had much to do with autism and therapy blah blah, will know we were not allowed to languish at home for long after the KSP implosion. I mean I learnt my lesson. Lisa (I) am not good with people. It takes all my energy, it is scary and so anxiety…
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Day 2
Hi, I’ve been reading other people’s blogs. This was even harder than writing a post. Why? Because I am crazy and was terrified that bad things had happened in my absence. But if I didn’t know about it it hadn’t really happened and everything will be fine. Hey, get off my back I don’t control…
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Can an Autistic Person Legitimately Become a Writer?
Of course disabled people can do whatever they want to. Rah,rah disabled rights. Okay, done? Seriously though, writing is supposed to be based in truth, right? Even the most preposterous fantastic premise must be based on the human experience, it must have internal cohesion or it becomes pointless. So you write from what you know. …
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I Think My Human Costume Is Wearing Out. Part 4
This may (emphasis on the word may) make more sense if you start with part 1 first then part 2 etcetera. First a little back tracking. I may not have given an accurate account of the Literary Dinner. The food was magnificent, the company scintillating, it would have been a phenomenal night except for this one…
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I Think My Human Costume Is Wearing Out. Part 3
Despite your misgivings I actually use the same numbering system as humans, so read part 1 first then part 2 etcetera. So I survived The Literary Dinner and Gavin had called and was in the car outside. Actually I had sent him a message to come in when he got there and join us for…
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I Think My Human Costume Is Wearing Out. Part 2
Don’t read this if you haven’t read Part 1. I was going to see my hero that evening. First I got involved decorating the room, after some general lifting and putting down, actually I played the girl card and some volunteer workers from the local prison scheme did it for me, I was supposed to…
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I Think My Human Costume Is Wearing Out. Part 1
I have been talking to lots of real humans lately. So at the moment I feel like a juggler whose thrown a dozen eggs in the air, I have realised that having lost sight of them I will not be able to catch them and I am just waiting for them to splatter before I…