Get Off the Rainbow, Autism Is Not All Positive

I believe in Neurodiversity, I believe there are a lot of positives to being Autistic, but I don't believe in the gag order some of the Neurodiversity lobby are trying to guilt us into.  Living with a person who is neck deep in all the darker aspects of Autism as  a disorder is hard. And … Continue reading Get Off the Rainbow, Autism Is Not All Positive

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I am torn constantly.

This is not how I think things happened, this is how I think I feel things happened and will continue to happen.  Intellectually it was a minor incident that is past.  Physically I am crying often and my head, back and stomach are clearly showing that I am not over anything. This is not a … Continue reading I am torn constantly.

Old Song Reworked

Today I have for you, dear readers a song; sung to the tune of Fiddler's Dram - "Day Trip to Bangor (Didn't We Have a Lovely Time)"   Didn’t we have a loverly time the day we went to Greylands? A beautiful day   Police dragged me away       Thank God we hid the baby You … Continue reading Old Song Reworked

Dogs Lie! Part 2

Please read part 1 here first. So the next morning when I got up I asked where Cherise was; the kids had let her into Grandma’s.  OMG I ran down to Mum’s calling Cherise.  Mum told me the 3 dogs were outside (3 because although Charlie likes playing with the dogs for a little while, … Continue reading Dogs Lie! Part 2

Dogs Lie!

A lot of people think that dogs can’t lie.  Because they are too dumb; have you met your average yobbo, I mean dogs are smarter than that.  Or because they are noble, give me a break, they eat cat poo.  Because they are not at that developmental level; experts suggest dogs are at a similar … Continue reading Dogs Lie!

What’s Happening? Warning depressing content.

I have 45 years of depression and anxiety cycles behind me.  I know how they work.  I know so well that the knowledge has for years blunted the deeper end of depression. I go down, triggered by a mixture of sensory hazards; summer heat & brightness for example, memory; an event that has caused problems … Continue reading What’s Happening? Warning depressing content.

Has the Clothes Fairy Exploded?

I walked into my room this morning and stood still in shock.  What had happened?  A cyclone or has the Clothes Fairy exploded?  Then I remembered the boyfriend was visiting and this is how teenagers clean up. Yes my youngest complained because her boyfriend was visiting and there was laundry on the dining room table. … Continue reading Has the Clothes Fairy Exploded?

Warning, Disclaimer, Whatever

I write a lot of silly things.  Cool, I'm not apologizing for that.  But; and it's a big but (he he I said 'big butt', I am autistic.  And not one of these brilliantly successful, holding down a job, passing for normal autistics.  I am an old, diagnosed late, clinically depressed, high anxiety autistic.  I … Continue reading Warning, Disclaimer, Whatever

The Perils of Holidaying.

I hate holidays; they never work out.  We get anxious, effort to get there, effort to return; nothing but trouble and expense. Not this one; The Best Holiday of My Entire Life!!! But still there is a problem! We had to come home! Stupid, stupid us, we came home.  Elusive support workers, homework gone feral, … Continue reading The Perils of Holidaying.