I HAVE A PUPPY. Hooray! I have the bestestest puppy in the whole world. He is… a puppy. I mean that is all you need to know to know how truly wonderous he is. He is a real puppy. And before you worry Charlie and Cherise are both okay. Cherise is a terrier and thereforeContinue reading “As Tantilized”
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De Railed Part 5 and thank goodness the end of the line.
Okay so maybe something went a little wrong yesterday but on a happy note some of the biscuits (cookies) made it to my mother in law’s house. And many made it home again because our cousin can’t eat gluten. Not in a faddish way, in the has the genuine medical problem sensible way. So inContinue reading “De Railed Part 5 and thank goodness the end of the line.”
Day 2
Hi, I’ve been reading other people’s blogs. This was even harder than writing a post. Why? Because I am crazy and was terrified that bad things had happened in my absence. But if I didn’t know about it it hadn’t really happened and everything will be fine. Hey, get off my back I don’t controlContinue reading “Day 2”
Get Off the Rainbow, Autism Is Not All Positive
I believe in Neurodiversity, I believe there are a lot of positives to being Autistic, but I don’t believe in the gag order some of the Neurodiversity lobby are trying to guilt us into. Living with a person who is neck deep in all the darker aspects of Autism as a disorder is hard. AndContinue reading “Get Off the Rainbow, Autism Is Not All Positive”
My Depressing Life or This was supposed to be funnier but then I started writing.
It’s been a long time hasn’t it! Where are we all now? Well, we are still living in the same house. We are all still autistic, no miracle cures yet. Gavin is still writing a gory blog about how horrible his life is, in between being blocked for unsuitable content, and he is still tryingContinue reading “My Depressing Life or This was supposed to be funnier but then I started writing.”
I am torn constantly.
This is not how I think things happened, this is how I think I feel things happened and will continue to happen. Intellectually it was a minor incident that is past. Physically I am crying often and my head, back and stomach are clearly showing that I am not over anything. This is not aContinue reading “I am torn constantly.”
Old Song Reworked
Today I have for you, dear readers a song; sung to the tune of Fiddler’s Dram – “Day Trip to Bangor (Didn’t We Have a Lovely Time)” Didn’t we have a loverly time the day we went to Greylands? A beautiful day Police dragged me away Thank God we hid the baby YouContinue reading “Old Song Reworked”
Dogs Lie! Part 2
Please read part 1 here first. So the next morning when I got up I asked where Cherise was; the kids had let her into Grandma’s. OMG I ran down to Mum’s calling Cherise. Mum told me the 3 dogs were outside (3 because although Charlie likes playing with the dogs for a little while,Continue reading “Dogs Lie! Part 2”
Dogs Lie!
A lot of people think that dogs can’t lie. Because they are too dumb; have you met your average yobbo, I mean dogs are smarter than that. Or because they are noble, give me a break, they eat cat poo. Because they are not at that developmental level; experts suggest dogs are at a similarContinue reading “Dogs Lie!”
What’s Happening? Warning depressing content.
I have 45 years of depression and anxiety cycles behind me. I know how they work. I know so well that the knowledge has for years blunted the deeper end of depression. I go down, triggered by a mixture of sensory hazards; summer heat & brightness for example, memory; an event that has caused problemsContinue reading “What’s Happening? Warning depressing content.”