I believe in Neurodiversity, I believe there are a lot of positives to being Autistic, but I don't believe in the gag order some of the Neurodiversity lobby are trying to guilt us into. Living with a person who is neck deep in all the darker aspects of Autism as a disorder is hard. And … Continue reading Get Off the Rainbow, Autism Is Not All Positive
It’s been a long time hasn’t it! Where are we all now? Well, we are still living in the same house. We are all still autistic, no miracle cures yet. Gavin is still writing a gory blog about how horrible his life is, in between being blocked for unsuitable content, and he is still trying … Continue reading My Depressing Life or This was supposed to be funnier but then I started writing.
This is not how I think things happened, this is how I think I feel things happened and will continue to happen. Intellectually it was a minor incident that is past. Physically I am crying often and my head, back and stomach are clearly showing that I am not over anything. This is not a … Continue reading I am torn constantly.
Today I have for you, dear readers a song; sung to the tune of Fiddler's Dram - "Day Trip to Bangor (Didn't We Have a Lovely Time)" Didn’t we have a loverly time the day we went to Greylands? A beautiful day Police dragged me away Thank God we hid the baby You … Continue reading Old Song Reworked
Please read part 1 here first. So the next morning when I got up I asked where Cherise was; the kids had let her into Grandma’s. OMG I ran down to Mum’s calling Cherise. Mum told me the 3 dogs were outside (3 because although Charlie likes playing with the dogs for a little while, … Continue reading Dogs Lie! Part 2
A lot of people think that dogs can’t lie. Because they are too dumb; have you met your average yobbo, I mean dogs are smarter than that. Or because they are noble, give me a break, they eat cat poo. Because they are not at that developmental level; experts suggest dogs are at a similar … Continue reading Dogs Lie!
I have 45 years of depression and anxiety cycles behind me. I know how they work. I know so well that the knowledge has for years blunted the deeper end of depression. I go down, triggered by a mixture of sensory hazards; summer heat & brightness for example, memory; an event that has caused problems … Continue reading What’s Happening? Warning depressing content.
I walked into my room this morning and stood still in shock. What had happened? A cyclone or has the Clothes Fairy exploded? Then I remembered the boyfriend was visiting and this is how teenagers clean up. Yes my youngest complained because her boyfriend was visiting and there was laundry on the dining room table. … Continue reading Has the Clothes Fairy Exploded?
I write a lot of silly things. Cool, I'm not apologizing for that. But; and it's a big but (he he I said 'big butt', I am autistic. And not one of these brilliantly successful, holding down a job, passing for normal autistics. I am an old, diagnosed late, clinically depressed, high anxiety autistic. I … Continue reading Warning, Disclaimer, Whatever
I hate holidays; they never work out. We get anxious, effort to get there, effort to return; nothing but trouble and expense. Not this one; The Best Holiday of My Entire Life!!! But still there is a problem! We had to come home! Stupid, stupid us, we came home. Elusive support workers, homework gone feral, … Continue reading The Perils of Holidaying.